So oddly familiar

That's how this all feels.

He's gone, again. And suddenly I am back doing the same things I was before he left.

I ran errands on my way home from the airport. I wanted to do something "normal. Can't get much more normal than grocery shopping for me and the pets.

I also picked up some light pink peonies and dark pink spray roses for myself and put them on the little folding table that Jack Bauer had been using as a computer desk while he was home. At least that way when I look over at where he has been for the last 18 days and he's not there, I have something more beautiful than the emptiness to look at.

Back to the routine.